; indecisiveness kills.

and life goes on
- 17:18

if being on holiday and not bringing grandma for her checkup
but let another cousin (A) who has to rush all the way from somewhr bring her
renders me a "BAD GRADDAUGHTER" then I wanna ask you,
Where Does That Leave You?! argh.
its not that i didn't ask.
I told A I was on holiday and that i could bring her,
so A doesn't need to rush and A said no need.
SO it becomes my fault. thanks alot.
I know I ain't that perfect, but what about yourself.

At least I don't scold my grandma or raise my voice at her
to make her cry or leave her speechless, sighing to herself.
unlike you. what right have you got to be so harsh.
so what if you're my elder.

"yeah yeah, its your personality. flare up for the slightest reasons."
its enough.why do we have to give in to you each time you raise your voice
at us. so what if you have a thunderous voice. it does NOT mean you are right.

you said.. "i rest my case" , you aren't the only one who knows how to use it. ugh.

Labels: disgusted

and life goes on
- 00:11

its wonderful to know how and who actually cares and question u bout things.
and it all begins with the msn nick. hah

nicks = conversation starters. haha.

i had ppl on my list that hadn't spoken to me for quite awhile.
and suddenly, they infer that im gg thru a rough patch
and say they are good listeners. haha. sweet! (:

anyway, it allowed me to hav a nice chat with a childhood fren
who's going to be botak soon . (: HEEHEE

and life goes on
- 02:15

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

and life goes on
- 19:07

chief examiner : hello, im geraldine ur chief examiner.
LOL. too bad i wasnt there to hear it. i'll be laughin i think.

papers all over. yay!
no doubt the last paper was an open book test.
yet i screwed up the last bloody paper.
yay, good job gerr. what a perfectly wonderful way of ending it.
dammithighly doubtful of the possibility of clearin it.

ohhhhwelllssssssss.

and life goes on
- 17:00

am in the midst of exams now.
will be free free FREE on tues!
cant wait cant wait. x)

oh that reminds me i had countless weird dreams
started bout a week plus every night right to even now.
my dreams were filled with wordsssss. my notesssss.
how i wish i could just dream of the exam qns within this 4 days.
HAHA!
i want to be selfish, just this once. for many reasons.
hello girls, i miss u all. [ u know who u are (: ]
that short night of dinner and small talks.
lets meet again pls!

and life goes on
- 17:51