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my lecturer mentioned this..
money is NOT the root of all evil.
NOT having money is the root of all evil.
how true. (:
ohh i love my current lecturer! so entertaining!

im in "depression" mode. BIGTIME.
and i cant figure out the cause.

sometimes i think ive lost myself.
im not the gdine I used to know even.
transition period perhaps.

and life goes on
- 00:36


im glad i have rani. sweeetest ever.
i couldn't ask for more, could i? (:
made me cry.

and life goes on
- 00:47


Took this off tere's...

Month 1
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month 2
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm inhere.
Month 3
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.It makes me sad too,and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month 4
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes,and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month 5
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy,he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?
Month 6
I can hear that doctor again.I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it?
It burns!Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!Mommy!!
HELP me!!
Month 7
Mommy, I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me, Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.


and life goes on
- 23:51

i hate ppl who 'ttyl' me
yet never ever get back to you.
i give you the benefit of the doubt that you're probably really busy.
(no matter how i want to talk to you)
but it pisses me off badly no matter what.
dun brush me off simply by saying 'ttyl'

schoool schoool. i've just realised i've accounting proj.
who gets ACCOUNTING proj. bangs forehead*
3 weeks of school 3 proj at hand. yay!
damn, so fast. now i get to experience what my
poly mates have been going through.
i think a mr someone is kinda cute (:

lotsa ppl been sayin secret is nice, im going for 2nds!
and ms gdine here hasnt even watched it once.
so stop making me jealous. i need to find the time. hahah.

anyway i think my course ppl are damn smart
and it seems like they catch things/lessons taught
and they're able to apply them damn fast. oh goodness.
i think 8 months of playin has really caused me to rank
PLAY as my number 1.

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

and life goes on
- 00:10




talented yes? omggg.

and life goes on
- 21:45

'i miss all e gals!!!!!!!
bu we r all so busy.
tere, carolyn, carol = busy with sch
dine = seems e most free. bt we r all not free for her.
sorry dar.haha.
bt thx for dropping at ur blogs all e time.
we love u!haha. '

how sweet can yj get? hahah
love u all too! =D

and life goes on
- 00:51


i dislike being in the middle and knowing things i dun wanna noe.
i really really really detest it. hate it.
why are there people who frame others?
what exactly do they derive from it?
satisfaction from seeing the other feeling upset?
or just for the fun of it?

my newfound fren in school said she told her bf that im quiet. =S
Haha. for now maybe. teehee.

and yay! i met Sarina & Wendy!
those 2 violent people. =x

and life goes on
- 23:03







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