imangrypisseddisappointedsad.nottomentionsinkingintodepression.
regretlikehellnowwhydinimakegoodmystayinjc.
andilethistoryrepeatitself.f*ck
ifeellikecursinandswearin.

and life goes on
- 00:53

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERE! =)

and life goes on
- 02:49

its nice to see the sjcian darlings.

if only those things din happen, it'll be perfect.

and life goes on
- 00:10

man.... 18 may and still no news.
except a rejection letter.
it contained 3 paragraphs explainin some stuff.
den finally, 'im sorry ure not successful'
smth along those lines. :(
my deserved outcome? booo.
HURRY LA! IM DYING OF DEPRESSION SOON.

why shld i bother when you dun even bother.

and life goes on
- 01:38

time now: 0323
called my dad and he said he HOPES to come back in an hour's time.
from WORK.
ass, he goes to work at normal time can?! like 9am?!!
OVERWORK LA! x(

and life goes on
- 03:23

went reading my past. yes, again.
boy oh boy,i think i was so different.
actually i couldnt stop laughing at
certain entries in which i was so dumb.
yes,i was a dumb kid. haha.
and the ppl who were always around to shower
me with utmost concern when things weren't
going so right for me.
and i used to TyPe LiKe ThiS. oMg.
cOmE tO tHinK oF iT, wOnDeR wHy iT wAs sO
In At tHat PoiNt oF tiMe. haHa.
oKayE, i JuSt toOk A LoTtA tImE tYpiN tHis Way.
sheesh. i was young and stupid and blind. lol.
and i used to say a blurt a lotta things out i realise.
sometimes without even thinkin bout ppl's feelings.
insensitive shit.
grinning at certain entries cause i realised
that a lotta people are actually very sweet to me. x)
and of cuz at *ahemmss* issues. haha.
ahh, im missing the sjcians.
hellloe, do ya'll hear me?
and the "royalties" x(

even though i struggled through JC
i wasnt the only one.
i had M FAMILy's company. xD
i was trying to recall who's who. LOL.
i had fun with ppl like kat and wendy too =)

ahhh. i could go on and on.

Labels: sweettt.

and life goes on
- 18:19

im getting impatient. arghhh.

and life goes on
- 01:57

outing with brin and maria.
haha. quite =S cause they like to
"hey gerri, go try on smth with me, there, that dress, that shorts"
yes, their attempt to "girly-fy" me more. =S
and it ALWAYS happens. wahlao
but its for a gd cause? hahahah.

talked to bb online for awhile.and shes damn funny la.
all the things she say make me wanna laugh at her more.
ahaha.but,its alwaes her that i can talk to.
(and chels,reb,pearly,rani,qN)
tell her things,no matter how long i haven spoken to her.
its really a wonder i think. =]

i cant wait for 19th may, when i can see Tere and Jess! =D

anw, gy hope ure doin fine.
and that all matters have already been cleared.
no matter wad,dun think such things bout urself
ever again. =]

and life goes on
- 01:03