curses.










imsuchaletdown.
suchafailureineverything.
imeanEVERYTHING.
wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.
suchadisappointmenttothefamily.
suchadisappointmenttomyself.
it'sinjustice.wtfwtf.

imatalost.idunnoewadtodo.
onthisjourneyallalone.
noonecanguidemenow.
noonewillbeableto.


; sobbs

and life goes on
- 18:54

Someone asked me if i was attached.
Then went on to ask if im a les. -__-
Seriously, i cant understand why i was asked this.

Hmm. aint in a good mood todae.
And 'the person who sat beside me' suffered.
haha. sorry and big thannkiew lahh.
Hey, 'person who sat beside me'
Thanks for sticking by me, from last night.
Even though you are in a foul mood yourself.
Sorry for makin u worried. hahas.

i couldnt get to sleep last night.
finally slept at 2-3? and i woke up at like 540.
im afraid i'll get those symptoms mr chacko mentioned. haha.
but suprisingly, i was fully awake in sch.
din feel sleepy during any lessons,
not even econs. yayness!
in fact, i felt that time flew by reallie fast todae. x)

sighhs, life is all bout studying.
Getting that piece of qualification,
only to have yourself compete again,
for more pieces of qualifications.
Sigghs, aint it ever gonna end?
This cycle is boring me!!

I'll just have to resign to fate.
Time to sayang my oh so beautiful/darlinglecture notes.


To: 'person who sits beside me'
Remember wad i said to you,
that we both keep too much to ourself.
Resulting in us feeling pissed/frustrated.
Just wanna let you noe,
I'm here..
If ever you need to tell me stuff, I'm here.
If ever you feel desperate, needing advice, I'm here.
If ever you feel like crying, just do it. I'll lend you my shoulder.

; i hope it's just a passing phase

and life goes on
- 16:44

Disappointment strikes,
Thoughts i can't comprehend.
Millions of doubts,
Circling in my mind.
Questioningmy capabilities,
Finding not a satisfactory answer.
Bounded by the thought of history repeating itself,
I have not the courage to carry on.

; none will understand

and life goes on
- 22:33

i seem to be blogging so often.hahah.

YAY! common test 1 is over!
phy sucks. hahah! confirm single digit.
omg, when did geraldine become so
easily contented with this kinda grades. =/
bahhh. she sucks sia. hahah.

went to j8 to catch 'i not stupid too'
prepare those tissues. hahah!
in between, whilst waitin for econ lect to start.
5 of us were late whereas the other 4 ,
having cabbed back, were alr inside the lt.
boo, so embarasing walking in.
half an hr late. hahah. =x

the initial plan to head down to queensway
to get xl's fbt was scrapped. hahhs.
cuz it's so far! dun feel like travellin.
and so, we headed to wanlin's hse.
(her house is huge! i want! haha)
for mahjong. hahhs! mahjong agn.
yays, yingsze & i pair agn and we had a bit of luck.
yayys! hahah, our '8 characters' go well with each other.
hahahhaha! yingsze & xiang left earlier.
cheryl, jean & myself stayed on to play cards.
should not have continued, den i wouldn't have lost that much.
hahahahahahah. nahhh.

at the bus stop,
i mentioned "wonnder if we'll see ms gan here"
minutes later, jean or cheryl said,
"ehh, is that ms gan? omg, i think it's her!"
hahahhah! it was her! and ms rivera.
ms gan invited us to her house for tea tgt with ms rivera.
hahas, that's nice lahhs. i mean which tchr will ask u to have tea
together with them. =)
i think next time, i should just keep quiet
or think twice before i open my mouth,
cuz it's quite 'ling'/accurate. hahah.

aights, guess it's time to start econ.
there's Q&A tmr on money.
and i have no idea wad it is about. hahah!

oh yea,
figure the reason why.
desserts are for the stressed. xD

; you'd never know and i'll never say

and life goes on
- 20:43

last minute decision to head over
to cheryl's place for mahjong session.
hahh. perhaps mahjong Lessons
for ying sze and myself. xD
Beginner's Luck.
or shld i sae we 2 learn fast. hehhs.
time passed real fast. hmphf.

yawn. i lost the mood to study.
there's just no drive/motivation.
or maybe just cuz it's physics next.
oh wellss. i have a dae tmr.
so just see how it goes. (:
_________________________________
"Do You Remember"

Ohhhohhhh Yeah
Ooooh Oohohh

Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm

I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say

I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered whyI gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer liesIn you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cryAnd came knocking
On my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain

I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day

I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered whyI gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer liesIn you, in you
The answer lies in you

The answer girl
Lies within your heart
Take a look inside

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer liesIn you, in you

The answer lies in you
In you, in you

The answer lies in you
In you, in you

The answer lies in you
In you, in you

The answer lies in you, yeah

i got hooked to the song on chels's blog. hahh.
as usual..
_________________________________
this is a random pick.(peers down)
"Stickwitu"

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with youForever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with youForever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us downI know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with youForever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby (x2)

Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

; a step at a time

and life goes on
- 22:17