blown away ;

20040527

Inside Out
by Yellowcard

Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us

I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

and life goes on
- 18:54

20040525

u cant blame anyone
n dun u blame us too
u simpy suck
now mabbe dat's too nice
everyone hates u
despicable imbecile seriously obtuse
suffering from acute intelligence deficancy
betrayer two-faced "tchr's pet"
bootlicker dolt doolally doofus
mentally incompetent pedomorphic ludicrous
harebrained inscrutable frivolous
obnoxious imp

yess i guess dat's enough to let u noe who u are?

and life goes on
- 16:24

u cant blame anyone
n dun u blame us too
u simpy suck
now mabbe dat's too nice
everyone hates u
despicable imbecile seriously obtuse
suffering from acute intelligence deficancy
betrayer two-faced "tchr's pet"
bootlicker dolt doolally doofus
mentally incompetent pedomorphic ludicrous
harebrained inscrutable frivolous
obnoxious imp

yess i guess dat's enough to let u noe who u are?

and life goes on
- 16:24

6 more daes

muh house is millipede infested!ugh.and i think it's the millipede mating time.ugh.and im seeing lil' white almost transperent baby millipedes!ewwww.was evil and blew it away.heh thus killing it.yupps.*grins*.there's oso millipede on the floor! which is so irritating coz i might just step on 1 at night when it's dark.ugh.

yess!no need to see arman.im soo happie!lalala.im excused.he's so irritating.marbe,huishan,et',peirong & me were lyk toking to ms fonseka & he come disturb.interrupt n tok bout another topic.tsktsk.just came to realise he's nosy.very very indeed.haa.idiotic man.den was waiting for hs' n pr' den he suddeny come to me n sae "geraldine, go str home.go home & slp.dun go to ur bf hse" -_-''''''' he said the same to hs' & pr' i heard.dat toopid man.haaa.

and life goes on
- 16:11

20040518

marbe,qin and me were laffing throughout every lesson 2dae.and ydae.haa.marbe's laughter is infectious.haha.

got to leave at 1.45 whilst the rest of the sch had bonding till 2.10.but wait for mrs das, cuz a grp of us[yingjie.chelsea.teresa.siying.michelle.yeeping.carolyn.yenching.chieying and me] had qns for mrs das. bout bio and chi. saw mr chan weng cheong in sch ydae n 2dae.mrs das said he's staying in our sch permanently.we requested for him to come back and be our tchr.and bout the chinese tchr.mrs das told us to find the respective HODs.

mrs das said bout the chinese tchr, dat the chinese tchr had received a NATIONAL AWARD before!!OMG, i cant believe it.she?!?! haa. u might sae im evil, but she's da last person i wld expect to receive a national award!mrs das said this "now's not the time to sae which tchr is gd & which is bad.u hafta prove that u r gd" tell me, how to do it? when u hav a tchr who asks u to do some stupid thing & demoralises u when u ask her a question.saying u study so much for wad? until now oso dunnoe the basics!helloe! if i were the principal and i hear and experience all these kinda nonsense, i wouldn't care if u received natianal award not.i'll just sack u,i dun care wad post u hold, as long as u are not teaching the pupils wad they dunnoe and ask them to do silly things, lyk go "tiao lou" U GO.u deserve not to be in the teaching profession!! period.

next, bout the science HOD, chelsea told her bout the mr chan thing and that we request to have him back as our bio tchr, she din even ask which class we were frm or rather who's class we were from. she just said she'd take note! wTH! how are u supposed to noe? mabbe u cld check ur file or database or smth but i doubt u'll do that! u are just too lazy.chel they all were saying, dat ms charles is just afraid.coz mr chan's a better bio tchr den she is.if this is so, they shld make chan the HOD of sci, and she, a small tchr under him.so she wun be so arrogant and tok wid that blardy accent and slow wae she does!! argh!!

and we are gonna haf intensive chinese programme.for thur, fri, mon and tues, we are gonna hav 4 tests.chi.under exam condition which means in the hall.and the tchr said "NO SLEEPING ALLOWED" which means even after u finish, u shld be checking the paper agn n agn.wad is this?! if u dunnoe, u dunnoe, will it help not to sleep?? wld checking ur paper agn n agn be of any use? wld the word u dunnoe suddenly appear in front??argh.im tired of all these//

and life goes on
- 17:10

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

and life goes on
- 17:08

20040513

passed last week's amath.well, just scraped thru.but it's the 1st i passed since last year's final year.but it was only oN a fEw toPics.hahah.wad a bum i am.haa! mr tan bought us lollipops as he promised.reallie nice of him.for the whole class somemore!he's da best.
got back chinese mid year yesterdae.got a pathetic B3.booo.lousy lousy.hopefully o'level, can get higher.class todae was ok.everyone was so kan cheong for the amath test2 todae.coz there was trigo, circular measures and small change.yeah, am so proud of myself,did a sum for maria.finally could solve a trigo sum by MYSELF.hahaah.but then, when come to the test, starting from the circular measure onwards, could not do.flunking this test.lalala.expected to aniwae, i hate trigo n small change.but no one believed when i said i as gonna flunk this.oh wells.

and life goes on
- 17:36

20040505

oh yea, another funnie thing,the class was sitting in geog class in darkness waiting for mrs poi to come.den mrs angie ong walked in, and turned om the lights, and asked, we live in a world of darkness issit? den someone answered "YESS" den she turned the lights off and walked outta the room. leaving all of us blur.hahahaa.that's the funniest thing that has happened so far! haa.imagine a tchr coming to class, switching on the light, den less den 1 min later, switch it ALL off and walking out.haa! comical sia~

oh, and i tot ms mary charles was soo fierce and din hav a sense of humor, but i just realised the only person who can crack her up is RACH MO! go rachel!!! wahahaha.. k, i beta go b4 i get all gaga here.lol.

and life goes on
- 22:29

lemme see.2dae, kana cut twice.once by the pen knife during bio practical.and the other, while preparing the ingredients for cooking.haaa.how great eh?? haha. the sec 3s had eng paper 1 wifout aircon and paper 2 wid.heard it was very cold.haa ,coz it was oso raining at that time.heard someone's fone rang during paper 2, den later the fone kana confiscated by ms chia.yupps.

began our 2 hour thingy 2dae.sian!bio was ok, din feel lyk 2 hrs.but hist and geog!!! i was restless.and for hist, had ta do SBQ, den mr arman walked by twice and asked if i ok.haha.obviously i wasn't, i could stand the lesson no longer! so loong. and for geog too.wasn't really paying attention mrs poi almost lost her cool.hee.

and life goes on
- 22:05